(Written on December 12, 2011 in my journal)
It is time to define my priorities... I think my focus now is tutoring, teaching, editing, blogging, and other writing ... in practical ways, not just researching (enough of that already!)
I also also want to be (first of all) an active part of Your church - and really be in relationship with You, of course, the primary step. I don't know what that will entail, but You do. I don't really know what my "gifts" are, and maybe that's a good thing, as I can just do whatever You bring to hand/heart to do. I think You had to bring me through a time of "losing" my presuppositions (and even abilities and/or gifts) about my "place/role/position" in Your body/ church/ family.